ever had a thought come into your head over and over again but you just ignored it due to its absolutely ridiculous nature? i've been fighting such a thought for a couple of months. it's been getting increasingly difficult to not spend a little time pondering the ramifications if i chose to finally delve into the effects of making this choice. it makes no sense and i actively didn't choose to bring this little information morsel into my consciousness.
the fight continues between actually thinking about making this choice or ignoring it by listening to music by jimmy eat world, linkin park or snow patrol. good thing i love all these bands because they might be on constant rotation until the inevitable happens.
thanks to my childhood buddy heidi for talking to me about the topic without even knowing about my little not going away thought...
2 comments:
I hope that you are alright. Hopefully things will go well and you'll be able to figure out whatever it is you need. I'll be thinking of you!
hi connie. thanks for the happy thoughts. i'm doing really well and hope you are too! need to meet in utah again soon!
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